~LadyAvalonAura

Surprisingly enough I haven't created any journals on this. And that's just weird. I always create journals on things.
So here we are. My first journal on deviantART. This is something I need to scrapbook :]

Well, right now it's not so much of a journal entry but more of a rant. A rant of what? People. Just people in general.

I hate people sometimes. They're annoying. And I'm so sick of the bull shit that people do. Last night, I was reading a blog entry that my friend wrote and I'm getting ready to comment it and I see that my other friend has already commented it. And the whole comment is just full of inside jokes. Inside jokes that she's not even part of. I dunno, but that just really bothers me.

Everyone has inside jokes, right? So there's no need to insert yourself into somebody else's inside joke. You don't need to be part of everything, kid

She'll just add herself to the joke. It's rather annoying. And egotistical of herself actually. I'll even point out that it's an inside joke between me and whomever and she'll be like "Oh sorry" but still say the inside joke.

Reason number one why I hate people: They're so unsecured.


My pretty close friend has gotten herself a boyfriend. The thing is, her "boyfriend" isn't really what I would define as a boyfriend. They only talk online. They met that way. And they hardly talk. He lives on the opposite side of the world. I hate to break it to her, but the chances of them actually meeting....in a world like this? Are very slim. And how does she even know if she loves him? They've never met. They hardly talk. That doesn't seem like a very solid relationship. How can she trust him? For all she knows, he could be cheating on her and lying to her. But yet, she even feels bad if she hugs a guy that's not just a friend. I have to hear all about this. I would be more understanding if the guy was "real". Like, I could actually talk to him, meet him, see him. But I can't. She'll come up to me and complain about how she hasn't talked to him in 2 weeks and how she's gonna kill him. If I'm feeling rude, I say "But how are you gonna do that if he lives ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE WORLD?!?!". I don't have much sympathy for her on this. But I'm her friend and I can't exactly come out and be like "Stop being annoying! I DON'T CARE IF YOU GUYS HAVE THIS WEIRD RELATIONSHIP ONLINE!". In my eyes, that's just really creepy. It goes against everything I feel is right.

Reason number two why I hate people: They will emotionally attach themselves to people they don't know.


Homecoming was, what? Two weeks ago? Something like that and I got ready with my friend who I haven't really talked with in awhile. We don't have any classes together. If we do see each other, it's merely in the hallway for a second. So I was pretty psyched that we were getting ready together and could actually talk and everything.
Only, she invited other people. Which I was totally cool with. I knew most of them and I'm friends with them too.
But she invited her "new best friend". When she's around this "new best friend", she changes her personality. If I didn't know her before, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be friends with her now. She's changed into this appearance is everything type of girl. In their world, it all comes down to the clothes you wear, who you're friends with, and your overall appearance. You know, the shallow people. The people who don't have a brain, pretty much.
I'll come right out and say it; I don't like who she's changed to. But she's still my friend. Only, now I feel like I've lost my best friend to this stranger.


Reason number three why I hate people: They change to suit others, not themselves.


I could probably list a couple more reasons why I hate people. But this rant has gotten kinda depressing. And I didn't intend for it to come out so depressing. I just wanted to get my feelings out.


Be expecting more of these journals.